Holitas

Holas ^^... espero que ten bien =)

ahora no me siento muy feliz que digamos, tampoco muy triste... es un intermedio... se me juntaron ambos sentimientos... necesito un remezón, kiero despertar :S, o por lo menos reaccionar... sé que tengo k hacerlo, pero no lo hago, estoy paralizada y no sé que hacer... tampoco me atrevo a pedir ayuda, es que simplemente me cuesta... hoy, bueno ayer :P, estuve un montón de veces por decir por favor, alguien que me ayude a analizar y dejar de ser fría y engañarme a mi misma, pero no lo pude -___-, lo más que pude hacer fue... pedir un abrazo a una persona que quiero mucho =) ... weno, creo que el ponerme fría siempre lo coloco como careta, pero ya me está hartando, y no sé salir de ese estado -______- ... si no dejo de ser así voy a perder tpo... tiempo muy valioso...

xD eso es lo peor, estoy conciente de lo que pasará y sigo aquí, no sé realmente como tomar las cosas -___- yap, me dejo de dar la lata, esta entrada es más un pape para mi :S

byebye, saludos ^^

PD. dejo una canción que demuestra lo que sentía hace tiempo... y ahora lo estoy volviendo a sentir -___-

Numb Lyrics

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

can't you see that your smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you.

[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too

But I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
[tired of being what you want me to be]
(repeat x 2)